I have since rai put on another 3 stone which now means i need to lose at least 9 stone!! how on earth i am going to do that i dont know.
All i do know is my life before rai was hell, since rai its been a struggle but im getting there and now feel better than i have in a long time.
I had years of being on carbimazole that made me ache so i stopped taking them much to my gps disgust last september, also levothyroxine which i was convinced were making me feel ill and again to my docs disgust i stopped in october and started self medicating with t3 after reading some amazing stories and with great support and guidance from the thyroid patients advocacy.
Within 4 weeks of me having rai i became hypo for the 1st time ever my tsh was 38 and i felt dreadful so so tired and weak, my tsh stayed at 38 for 6 months until i started on levothyronine (t3) then after a month it was at 28 and 6 weeks later its 9.2 i need to get it as close to 0 as i can and after proving to my gp that t3 works he now prescribes it for me so that was a great result, i think though he had had enough of me going armed with a load of information about t3 every time i had an appointment.
Now 9 months later i have no brain fog, thats completely gone, i laugh again, have my sense of humour back, loving playing with my girls and slowly my energy is returning.
3 months ago i wished i had never had rai now im so pleased i did, its easier to treat hypo than hyper, its been a struggle but im getting there and im so happy to be alive.
Had the rai after much debating 7 weeks ago
At that time my heartrate was 140/150 a minute resting and i felt so ill
Today its 76 resting and my bloods have come back normal.
I am still on 40mg carbimazole and 75mg levothyroxine so i know there is a chance it may not have worked but im keeping everything crossed x
Having the rai was one hard decision, but i have made a lovely friend on here Becky and decided after she had it done i would too, the only tough bit was my girls, no contact within arms length for 7 days then 15 mins a day hugging for 14 days
It was very tough, i was there about to have my radio active pill and was sobbing because i love them so much and knew how hard it was going to be.
But we got through it, we ate at the same dining table they just ate at the other end, we did homework and drawings together, we made cakes and if they came a little too close i said ahah and they moved back.
The hard bits were not being able to comfort megs after a fall and Chelsea saying i desperately need a hug over and over again so i made them certificates every day counting down the days on them and a wall chart doing the same and we got through it.
Bed times were hard, my hubby who was amazing throughout would tuck the girls in and i would stand at the door and blow them kisses, they used to open their mouths and said they swallowed them lol.
I pray i never have that racing heart and feeling so ill again that i ever have to go through that again but if i had to, would i? yes of course i would xx